Each time I smiled, it's a lie. Each time I said I'm alright, it's a lie. Each time I laugh out loud, it's a big lie. Everything's a lie now. Cause I'm not happy. I'm not alright. I'm not who I'm and I'm not what I use to be. I'm living a lie now...and how long will it be? Why things has to be this fucked up??
At the moment, my only solitude is here...a place for me to relief all my feelings, thoughts and frustration...I hate myself right now.
